I got inordinately hungry despite Nytol (flu) and went to get tabouleh from kitchen. 

I inhaled it and went to the bathroom. 

In the darkness, I felt I could not breathe.

It was like I had a snot bubble behind my nose and was breathing the reverse way. (Like instead of breathing = air, it was breathing = no air.)

I felt led to try to blow my nose, which is hard for me to do usually. 

Long story short, I felt two blockages, or rather, things blocking both of my nostrils; but they felt like bubbles. Easily popped.

God Said Push NOW!

And I did and something came out.

It was my own flesh. A growth of some sort. Blocking my nose from the inside on both sides. 

I should not have survived this, especially not having taken a downer at 12 midnight and it was almost now 2 am. 

I love you all so much 

I could have been dead now instead of typing to you

PRAISE GOD!!!

(God Saved me from a Mediterranean whirlpool when I fell into one at eight years old, too. Seems like things always tryna steal my breath, hmph.)

Anyway, thank You my LORD for Your Divine Protection, now and always 🙏♥️✝️